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Leader of the rainbow tribe
#Me #queer #syntheticdreads #hellamakeup

Leader of the rainbow tribe
#Me #queer #syntheticdreads #hellamakeup

Call me rainboy bright! 
#me #queer #rasta #syntheticdreads #selfinstall

Call me rainboy bright!
#me #queer #rasta #syntheticdreads #selfinstall

I think it’s funny as hell
I see hella beautiful wedding rings
And I dream about getting a beautiful ring from someone I love
And then I remember I am me

And the last two times I was given a ring it ended in suicide attempts, violence and fear

I seriously hate some aspects of my shitty life but hey at least I have memories of failed connections to other living beings to keep me company

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Its 3 am
I haven’t pulled a sober all nighter in a long time
I forgot how much I didn’t sleep at my parents
Cause everything is so much more stressful
Can’t sleep when monsters are nearby
Can’t sleep when monsters are nearby
Can’t sleep when monsters are nearby
Can’t sleep when monsters are nearby

Turns out I’m still terrified of spiders,
I saved it but I accidentally popped a leg off and I feel so terrible but it made it outside
But
Like seriously
My inner monologue the whole time was:
“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH FFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!”

It was all fun and hilarious until I have to wait to see roachs reaction and hope he’s not lime everyone else
I really hope not
Cause my anxiety is making me freak out
I’m terrified of being screamed at, hit, being a target of flying objects or returning home to dead animals out of revenge
I know he won’t do that
But after so many years of a certain kind of treatment it’s never out of the realm of possibility

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So I got two nudes back, his wife thinks I’m a babe and I might do some photo shoots in the future 

Sometimes the world is a weird weird place

Chose a classy cleavage pic right and I went to send it on fb messenger to him and after it sends I see it sent to my friend Narwhal instead

super awkward but it happens

I try to send the picture again but this time I don’t hit send immediately

It had switched from Roach’s convo to Narwhals convo AGAIN

WHAT THE FUCK YO

fuck technology

I’m so glad my friends are chill as hell

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I’m back in my hometown and man…….
Its still shitty
But like there’s soooooo much more diversity now and that’s refreshing as hell cause this place was (and is still) mighty white in the really bad backwards way that small towns are but at least it’s getting better????
I also wiped the floor with my mom when we started in on politics so that was nice

Inhale the good, exhale the bad

Inhale the good, exhale the bad

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Might get a job waiting at little darlings downtown! I hope I do cause then I’ll be able to pay my folks back, change my name and have actual extra money I’m so happy I don’t need sleep
this is capitalism yo